smile for me :)

Sunday, November 12

-debb-21:47

my a's is screwed
i think i will get crap results
but in any case
i know its my fault for not studying hard
and i am glad that this ordeal will soon be over
hahaha

yesterday we went for dinner to celebrate my younger sis birthday
after that we headed to sclub to drink
initially it was boring thou they open two bottles and a few jugs of beer cause i miss the atmosphere in plasma and of course mr
i thought i like mr but after messaging him i think its crap
i feel that he dont act his age and its just weird la
i am weird now
its been so long since i really really like a person
and even if i think i like someone
the feeling will just fade off after a few days
hahaha
cant wait to start working go travelling and have fun without worrying about studying and homework
wheeee
twelve more days to go before absolute freedom!!!
:D

Monday, November 6

-debb-01:41

if you're happy and you know it clap your hands
*clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap

hahahhahahaha
i am so happy
wheeeeeee
thanks to daphne :D

Thursday, November 2

-debb-14:31

i am so fucking fucking pissed with my fucking self
argh
yesterday was so random
what the fuck
i didnt know *she was looking
i didnt know everyone was looking
i didnt know shit
thats why i did what i am fucking not supposed to
i will fucking stop drinking
it sucks
the feeling of doing something wrong sucks
the feeling of getting reprimanded sucks too especially when you cannot rebut
i know what others will say
i know what they will think
fuck la
who can i blame but myself right

now i am just thinking about how am i able to step back into plasma when the event is still running
i should be a better role model for my younger sis
i know, i suck
fuck

Monday, October 30

-debb-21:34

VIRGO LADIES
She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always say what she thinks.You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection. She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget abour her right now. She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her discipline.

She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase. She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete woman. She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. (very true!) She can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin. Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in working full times as a self beautifier. She is not an innocent angle for sometimes she can be as tough as steel.

Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she walks and talks confidently. She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal one. She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing.

*She likes sweet talk, but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an angle again. If you have a date with her , you'd better be there on time. Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry , make it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. (hmm.. true!)

She likes her man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny. In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too. Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with her, be as almost perfect as your can.

You
>always want to enjoy your life time
>You will be very good in either education or workwise or buisness management! >are Talented,
>kind (but with only people who you think are nice),
>popular
>more than Lucky with anything in their Lives..
>are caring towards your family & friends
>if you miss the half-way mark then you are about to suffer physically and mentally
>will lead a very good inner-home happiness with nothing short of..
>are a person of Compassion, Comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgement,
>you have the Great power of caring Talent to make this world of love one

Your love attitude is adventurous, charismatic and spontaneous. You're
> creative and adaptable,
> you can come up with the most exciting and sometimes daring things to do. >Your quick intelligence and way with words help get you out of the problems that come with being flirtatious and playing hard to get.
>You need to pay close attention to your personal values because you love to try
new and different things
> you easily go along with the crowd and the consequences can put extra strain on your relationship with a boy/girl.
>You like guys who have great bodies and good looks, along with exceptional brain and high grades. It helps if they're highly athletic or involved in as many activities as you,otherwise you might get bored!

Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder, people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-togethers. However, you are sensitive, which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath

*Loves to joke.
*Attractive.
*Suave and caring.
*Brave and fearless.
*Firm and has leadership qualities.
*Knows how to console others.
*Too generous and egoistic.
*Takes high pride of oneself.
*Thirsty for praises.
*Extraordinary spirit.
*Easily angered
*Angry when provoked.
*Easily jealous.
*Observant.
*Careful and cautious.
*Thinks quickly.
*Independent thoughts.
*Loves to lead and to be led.
*Loves to dream.
*Talented in the arts, music and defense.
*Sensitive but not petty.
*Poor resistance against illnesses.
*Learns to relax.
*Hasty and trusty.
*Romantic.
*Loving and caring.
*Loves to make friends .
You are active and sportive. It's hard for other people to become close with you, but you fall in love easily. But once you find out you can't get something, you give up and let go easily as well

Tuesday, October 24

-debb-15:58

i dont understand
how you can break my heart and now want me to piece your heart back
i can sense you are still keeping some stuffs from me
i know the girl had hurt you
but i dont know what she did to play you out
i detest her i really do
for taking you away and hurting you
i thought she will be able to bestow you with the happiness i was not able to do
and now she played you out

i know you did say your intention to patch was not because of her leaving you
but because memories are indelible and everywhere you go reminds you of me
thats what i have gone through and i am scared now because of the hurt you have caused
you know my weak points
now i dont know what to do

should i think of myself or should i think of you

Tuesday, September 26

-debb-16:20

another drinking session with qian yesterday
hahaha
this is madness
we have devise a plan to bring down those brute who are too cocky and flirtatious for their own good
hahaha
but i must admit
the plan has 95% chance of failure
oh well
i dont understand how girls can be love fools
all these random conversations with qian
have came to a conclusion that left me cynical scared and fearful of trusting someone

i will quit hoping
quit dreaming
and quit naivety

haha.. joyce just asked me to listen to a song the day before and now i am hook on it. nice tune nice lyric and nice meaning. :D

Glenn Frey - The One You Love
I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to
Who will understand what you're going through
When it comes to love, there's no easy answer
Only you can say what you're gonna do
I heard you on the phone, you took his number
Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon
Isn't he the guy, the guy who left you cryin'?
Isn't he the one who made you blue?

When you remember those nights in his arms
You know you gotta make up your mind
Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above

What you gonna say when he comes over?
There's no easy way to see this through
All the broken dreams, all the disappointment
Oh girl, what you gonna do?
Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair
But still you gotta make up your mind

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above

this song is damn nice but if someone sings "Heaven Knows" to me, i will marry him/her immediately. wahahahahaha

Sunday, September 24

-debb-17:46

yesterday was fanelle's birthday
qian and i bought her a guess wallet and we are glad she like it
haha
her birthday was held at hideout
a cosy place and with her decorations, the place looked really nice
all the pink balloons, pink caps, chocolate fondue, food, bubbles and nice lamps.
one word to describe -sweet-
hahaha
we then found out that baileys with milo is good too. yummy

so we were abit high and we didnt wanna go home
so we called up all our contacts to see if anyone is clubbing and hopefully they can sign us in
as qian and i seriously prefer zouk more, MOS is out of the question even if we can get in free.
hahaha
and whats the craziest thing two girls can do?
well, we went to club at zouk
we paid the entrance and cab despite being seriously broke
and we dance throughout the night
hahaha
eccentricity?
oh well, we just needed to let loose from the troubles of our life
hahahaha
the very least, we kept an eye on one another and everything was ok
:D